Dear Heart,


'Heart burst my soul'




Dear heart,
why im missing him?

Dear heart,
why my heart beating so fast when he look into my eyes?

Dear heart,
why im fell so warm when im beside him?

Dear heart, 
why im felt jealous when he talks with someone else?

Dear heart, 
why im felt so desperately to saw him?

Dear heart, 
why he always bring my happinness?

Dear heart,
why he always broke my heart and make me cry?

Dear heart,
why all this thing happen to me?

Dear heart,
am i fall in love with him?

Dear heart,
but u promise me to lock ur door and will not bring anyone to come in.


And then heart say: because he's the one who bring the right keys to open it <3

I miss You

Can't Go Back Now - The Weepies

video




Yesterday when you were young
Everything you needed done was done for you
Now you do it on your own
But you find you're all alone, what can you do?
You and me walk on, walk on, walk on
Because you can't go back now

You know there will be days when you're so tired
That you can't take another step
The night will have no stars
And you'll think you've gone as far as you will ever get
You and me walk on, walk on, walk on
Because you can't go back now

And yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah you go where you want to go
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah be what you want to be
If you ever turn around you'll see me

I can't really say
Why everybody wishes they were somewhere else
But in the end the only steps that matter
Are the ones you take all by yourself

And you and me walk on, walk on, walk on
Yeah you and me walk on, walk on, walk on
Because you can't go back now
Walk on, walk on, walk on
You can't go back now.



p/s: aq dh addict lagu ni ohhh

Thanx kawan.

Hari khamis aritu.
ingat lagi, aq, halim and vella abis kena mdi tepung,air laut telur cempedak ngan ayam mlm tu -____-
mmg terbaikk dorang punya plan.
konon nk smbut acara perpisahan tuk dak2 ma student tuk sem 1.
tpi mmg kena wakenabeb sempena 'present' utk bday aq.
balik tu badan aq bau ayam.
mser tu rse macam nk mkn diri sendiri plak. haha.
sbb bau sedap sgt ohh.
yang paling gempak time halim nk larikn diri dari kena air ayam,
tpi last2 helmy kejar dye smpai ujung tc then campak beramai ramai halim ke lauttttt. ohhh yeayy
masa tu aq n vella dh kat blkang.

vella: dompet kau mna?
aq: aq dh letak kat beg awal awal dh. haha. kau?
vella: aq dh kasi vivi awal awal dh. haha
aq: ko tak rasa nk lari ke? mesti lpas halim kne baling kat laut.. turn kita plak ni.
vella: tak payah larilah, nnti lgi teruk kena. hahaha
aq: hahaha

and lepas halim kena baling tu, aq ngan vella plak kner baling ke laut.
uisshhhh dorang ni mmg nakal gila!
takpa takpa, nnti bday korang taulah aq nk buat apa hahahahahahahaha (evil laugh betul)

p/s: hp bday vella and halim :]

Dan ini berakhir.

its hard to forget someone that we love.
ya, it was true.
tapi, sejak akhir akhir ni aq macam dh sedar,
yang aq sedikit sebanyak dh lupakan dia yg dulu,
aq happy dgn hidup aq sekarang di samping kawan kawan aq yg otak gila gila.
mugkin ia mngambil masa yg lama utk melupakan seseorang,
tapi benda tu tak mustahil kalau kita tidak berhenti mncuba.
dan aq dh cuba,
sorry, aq ckp dgn kau, aq sudahpun lupakan semua kngan kta,
tpi sbenarya tak. hehe.
dan sekarang, aq bersedia, tuk lupakan ko.
utk tahun baru ni, tiada lagi rindu aq utk ko, tiada lagi cinta yg lebih dri kawan utk ko :]
thanx utk segala2nya, and im ready for it!
GOODBYE cinta :]

you

aq x suka lihat dy menangis.
dan aq x sanggup pndang muka dy bila dy sedih.

about a boy.

video
One song about a girl
Can't breathe when I'm around her
I wait here everyday
In case she'll scratch the surface 
She'll never notice...

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Last night, I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines, so well rehearsed 
Tongue-tied and overloaded
You never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants to be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love (To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?)
This is not your song (To be loved, to be loved, everyone)
I'm not gonna waste these words (wants to be loved, to be loved)
About a girl


p/s: yg 'girl' tu tukar boy. hehehehehe

Tisu

talking about this.
aq rindu kawan aq yg sorang ni,
aq kenal dye dlm game online.
it's quite funny
sbb mulutt dyer mmg celupar tahap gaban.
tapi dyer jnis yg setia gila kat awek dyer ohh.
dan aq pernah tersuka kat dya. haha
sebab dyer jnis yg cool, mulut celupar, x suka ckp ngan pmpuan,
tapi dye baik, suka tlg org. yg ni mmg aq berkenan kat dia
dye prnh ckp yg dye nk quit 3 years.
tpi hampehhh jer.
esoknya dya main balik.
tpi sebelum dyer ckp nk quit tu,
dye ada ckp mesti ramai yg buli aq masa dye x der.
buekkk. aq geti jaga diri la. haha
sebab apa aq pnggil dyer tisu?
sbb nama charac dye tsu. lalala. haha
and lgi satu nama charac water dyer musang :P. haha
aq ingat sejak dyer masuk poli
dyer dh quit terus dh dri game ni.
dan x lama lepas tu aq pun quit.
sbb aq smbung study kat kuantan.
tapi skung masa masa cuti ni aq rajin on9
tapi aq tgk dyer dh tak online dh.
uhuk uhuk.
aq rindu ko gila.
rindu nk kutuk ko. haha

p/s: i want my old life back..

miss

aq rindu kawan kawan aku.
tpi aku tgk dorang semua ada life masing masing.
aq duduk jaybee ni pun smpat jumpa shai.
yang lain lain aq x smpat
aq macam dh lost contact dgn dorang.
aq rse alone and lonely kat jaybee..

if its love

“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.” by william shakespeare

sebak

bob msg.
dye tgh sebak.
bnyak betul dugaan dye terima dlm masa yg sama,
tpi aq xtau nk wat cmner, nk wat dyer happy semula.
sbb aq x seperti dya,
first2 aq knl dy, dyer mcm org yg x der masalh,
happy go lucky, pndai brgurau, and buatkn org lain ketawa.
tpi klau dyer tgh sedih, sper yg ley kmbalikan senyuman dya?
aq x boleh kot, aq cma boleh nasihatkn dye supaya bnyakkan bersabar,
n aq tau dya boleh.
mgkin di depan dyer gembira, tpi di dlm?
kita x tau kn..

p/s: aq mybe pendengar yg baik tpi aq x ley kmbalikan senyuman org lain sbb ia brgantung pada individu itu sendiri utk kmbali senyum :]

i miss him

me : ko x rindu aq ke?
him: tak macam dulu.. :]
(masa tu aq dh sebak actually)
me:  haha.. ok ok. huhu
him:  ko?
me:  dah ko ckp gitu, aq pun sama kot ( ego )
h im:  hmm.. yela, ko nk tau.. aq selalu ingat ko tau, smlm aq jaming, nyayi lagu cinta gila, terus je ingat ko, walau aq x rindu ko mcm dulu, tpi aq selalu ingat ko.
( masa ni aq dh nangis. hahaha cengeng )
me:  ko buat aq nk nangis (pdahal dh nangis)
him: jgn la eila, ko tau kn, muka ko buruk lau nangis, ko dhlah x cantik tau, mkin buruk. hahaha.. dah ea..
( cinabeng betul dyer ni, getus hati aq. haha, aq dh mncarut mser dyer ckp gitu )
me:mongok. haha. aq ckp aq nk nanges, tpi blom nanges lagi ( ego lagi )
him: macam tu, future tense dyer nanges kn?? haha
me: haha. kalau aq nangis pun ko mne nmpak, haha. jgn risau, aq takkan tujuk muka hodoh at ko.
him: ok ok good, klau nk nanges jgn dpn aq, aq x suka tgk org nangis, aq suka tgk org hepi.
me: ok bos. huhu.

dia, kwn baik aq yg selalu buat aq hepi. jgn risau, aq xkn nanges depan ko, aq akan try jdi hepi depan ko ok.
dan jdi yg setabah mgkin. huhu

Tawar

hati aq dah tawar. 100% dh tawar nk percayakan lelaki.
aq jeles bila tgk dyer bahagia.
pergilah kau dgn pmpuan tu. pergilah. jgn pandang aq lagi. jangan rindu aq lagi. jangan kaitkan aq dlm hidup ko lagi, dan biarlah aq sedirian di sini. gila jiwang perghhhh. :'(